「丝绒」memory loss in the left half of my head

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Artist: Jay Brannan
Album: In Living Cover
Release Date: 2009-06-23
Label: Nettwerk Records
Genre: Indie Folk

Tracklist:

　　01. Beautifully (Jay Brannan)
　　02. Say It's Possible (Terra Naomi)
　　03. All I Want (Joni Mitchell)
　　04. Blowin' In The Wind (Bob Dylan)
　　05. The Freshmen (The Verve Pipe)
　　06. Good Mother (Jann Arden)
　　07. Both Hands (Ani DiFranco)
　　08. Zombie (The Cranberries)
　　09. Drowning (Jay Brannan)

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来自美国的独立民谣歌者Jay Brannan，关于他，或许可以这样简短地介绍，一个漂亮男孩，一名同性恋者，一位演员，曾出演过两部电影，《Shortbus（性爱巴士）》以及一部Gay片《Holding Trevor》。而作为歌手，他干净、清澈、透明的嗓音也是无可挑剔。之前已发行过一张专辑和一张EP，这是他09年的新专辑。这张专辑中绝大部分都是翻唱曲目，包括耳熟能详的Joni Mitchell的"All I Want"，Bob Dylan的"Blowin' In The Wind" ，The Cranberries的"Zombie"，在他的演绎下都有了另一番滋味。而专辑中Jay自己也创作了两首歌曲，"Beautifully"以及他的第一首原创作品"Drowning"，前者是一首叙事式的民谣作品，而后者则是整张专辑中最为令人感到压抑的歌（当然，这并非贬义），悲凉的旋律，最主要的是全篇歌词，描写了一个想要轻生的厌世者的心声，字里行间无处不透露着绝望，再配合上Jay那听似平静的歌声，你知道，就是因为一切都太过平静了，便更觉凉意刺骨，那痛苦渗入血液，这首歌会听到产生如同窒息般的感觉。该如何形容呢，这个男孩，他无疑是迷人的，无论是对于男人还是女人而言都是如此。可以想象他的细腻敏感与脆弱。不需要去太多了解，就对他保留幻想，从他的音乐中，去体会各自所能体会到的。

Jay Brannan - Beautifully（Lyrics 歌词）

Every time he goes, she dies
Every time she comes, she cries

He was her long, bright future
In the middle of a wrong, dark road
He loved her, but he wasn't too sure
If he could return the love she showed
When she said, my love extends
Beyond the realm of being friends
He kissed her head
And quietly he said

It's not that you're not beautiful, you're just not beautiful to me
She said, how beautiful do I have to be?
When I look in the mirror, you're the only thing I see
And I have loved you beautifully

Well, ten thousand tears passed by
But she never let him see her cry
And he called up down one night
He said, let's get in the car and just drive

He talked a lot about loneliness
But why, she didn't know
And some song about Memphis
Was playing on the radio
She said, let's stop the car and slow dance
Won't you just give me a chance?
He took her hand
And hoped she'd understand

It's not that you're not beautiful, you're just not beautiful to me
She said, how beautiful do I have to be?
When I look in the mirror, you're the only thing I see
And I have loved you beautifully

Well, she'll burn that bridge
And build a house
And swallow the smoke in her mouth
She'll feel the burn
And then make the choice
To put the fire in her voice

It's not that you're not beautiful, you're just not beautiful to me
She said, how beautiful do I have to be?
When I look in the mirror, you're the only thing I see
And I have loved you beautifully

Jay Brannan - All I Want（Lyrics 歌词）

I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Looking for something, what can it be
Oh I hate you some, I hate you some, I love you some
Oh I love you when I forget about me

I want to be strong I want to laugh along
I want to belong to the living
Alive, alive, I want to get up and jive
I want to wreck my stockings in some juke box dive
Do you want - do you want - do you want to dance with me baby
Do you want to take a chance
On maybe finding some sweet romance with me baby
Well, come on

All I really really want our love to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you too
All I really really want our love to do - to do
Is to bring out the best in me and in you
I want to talk to you, I want to shampoo you
I want to renew you again and again
Applause, applause - Life is our cause
When I think of your kisses my mind see-saws
Do you see - do you see - do you see how you hurt me baby
And so I hurt you too
Then we both feel so blue.

I am on a lonely road and I am traveling
Looking for the key to set me free
Oh the jealousy, the greed is the unraveling
And it undoes all the joy that could be
I want to have fun, I want to shine like the sun
Oh I want to be the one that you want to see
I want to knit you a sweater
I want to write you a love letter
I want to make you feel better
I want to make you feel free
I want to make you feel free
Oh I want to make you feel free
Oh I want to make you feel free  

Jay Brannan - Drowning

It's four a.m. again
Father, forgive me this sin
Uncomfortable in this life, yeah
I can't put down this knife, yeah

I'm carving words in my arms, baby
Hey, scars are part of my charm, maybe
I need the touch of a hand
This isn't what i had planned

I need relief from this life
I wanna slip away into the night
Don't wanna see the sun again
But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind
I wish the ocean was warm
I feel like drowning

I'm losing my faith in me
I can't remember the last time I felt free
From voices inside my head
When I taste liberation, they just feed me fear instead

You say I'm out of control
At least I still have a soul
No, I don't need your advice
Some compassion would be nice

I need relief from this life
I wanna slip away into the night
Don't wanna see the sun again
But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind
I wish the ocean was warm
I feel like drowning

I can't take any more of your pills
They hold my head up
But still it feels so wrong
I can't believe the price that I've paid
For this chemically-induced, perceivably Ideal, take-it-with-a-glass-of-water day

I need relief from this life
I wanna slip away into the night
Don't wanna see the sun again
But can't get swallowed up by this tragic whirlwind
I wish the ocean was warm
I feel like drowning

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